Getting Used to It

Situation 2 :  Few days after the first situations

first of all, i reali wanted to thank my housemate Ayu

for being with me

accompanying me wherever i go

 n even when the accident occured too

n if u r not around at that time

n i'm alone

i really don't know what to do

thanks a lot dear

hehehe :)



i'm getting used to my surrounding right now

hmm,, the fresh air, the unbusy road that i travelled everyday

the part of my life being less-known person

n everything

i woke up early every morning

just to think of

what am i gonna do 2day

the fact that there's not much of people to smile to

n nothing much to talked about

yeah.. i guess i'm kinda suited for such life

ahahaha :)

*anger n emotions*

situation 1 : last thursday ( 20/1/2011)

OMG!!! my poor baby!!!

i wonder where he put his eyes

how can u not see a shining, bright blue tsubaru coloured kancil car

turning right trying to enter her own house!!!
hish!! ko mmg naseb baek taw!!
kalau bkn sbb kesian dkt ko yg tercampak masuk longkang depn rumah tu
tak de maknenyer aq nak baek2 taw!!!
dah la tu.. siap nak salah2 kan org la plak!!
hello!! kalo aq yg slh, da trg2 la ko lggr aq kat tgh jln tu kan..
masalahnye.. da siap msuk simpang rumah la plak an
agak2 la der kalo nak backup diri sndri
siap nak ckp aq plak bg signal lmbt la, ape la
da terang2 ko, dgn sume kwn2 ko yg x btol tuh
dr awal lagi bwk motor mmg mcm nak crk maut
jgn la nak slh kan org..
da terang2 member ko tu pun potong kete aq yg comel ue
siap wat2 aksi superman plak..
eiii.. geramnye!! rase cam nak langgar2 jep korg sume taw!!
pastu pandai plak an
bile org amik hp, tnye org nak call sape..
hey!! suke la aq nak call sape pon
bile org ckp nak kol ayah, taw plak buat muke cuak,
siap ckp tak payah..
padan muke ko
mmg ayah n abang aq nak dtg plak mase tu
nak amik aq bwk blk umah..
x smpi 5 minit pastu ayah n abang smpi..
hmm,, tp ayah an..
mane reti nak marah2 nih..
siap bg rm100 plak an utk duit ubat n betul an motor die.
hmm.. naseb baek abang ue x mcm ayah
n naseb baek plak korg pon x mcm2
hisshh!! sabo je la..
tggu raye cine ea baby ea..
nnt tuan btolkan blk pipi syg yg kemek ckit ue..
agy seminggu jep..
relek ea.. :)

*ahahaha,, ta ley blah,, tros hilang I n U, geram punyer psl*

~T.H.A.N.K Y.O.U~

For the past 18 years of my life

i've been living an easy-going, carefree life

not knowing the meaning of having a true relationship with others

all i did back then was getting along n blending in with society

just to get all those days over with

indeed, i have friends that can be categorized as best friends n even sister

but as the time changes it paced

so did the relationships

its fading away, so far tat i couldn't even reach it anymore

n i started to lose hopes n desires of having a real friendship

there's this certain emptyness n ache in my heart tat i couldn't explain

a teacher once told me tat

"appreaciate the friends u hv now in school"

"bçoz in the future, no matter where u'll go"

"u'll nvr find any1 as compatible with u as ur schools friends"

eversince tat, i've been wondering

wheter its true or not...

2009,July

my first year as university student

n tat exact year is the year tat give me the answer to my question

it seems tat, even a teacher can be wrong sometimes

in tat particular year, i met this bunch of people

who accept me 4 who i am

no matter how annoying n irritating n unbearable

i can be

they'll always stay by my side

4 some reasons, the empty spaces in my heart are completed by them

yes, we fight, we argue,

but yet, our friendship stood still as tough as the great wall of china

they show me the other side of the world

where in this world

real friends will always tell u the truth no matter how hurt it can be

friends who'll always struggle to survive

as they realized the fact that if they give up

there'll be someone who'll be crying over them

who'll be sad without them

n that wat makes tis friendship better by the hour

to my dearest friends:

rahma,hunny,memey n pah

thanks a lot

u've changed my world

i'll nvr ever forget u guys

no matter how far we are

we'll always be the best of friends ever!!

n not forgetting myrul n DIB students

u guys r the greatest friends tat a girl like me could ever wish for

THANK YOU SOOO MUCH

n happy new year :)